haihaaai

Finally free from school ! yay~

in school i gave tille her present, and it's now named Ralf. ( it was a tiny ultra vibration dildo )
Then me, Misha and emil went home to julia and exchanged present Pink coffee cups for Julia, lube for emil and misha And i gotz a blue mushroom necklace from misha !!!!!!!!!!!!!

when emil left we started our studio, julia pierced Misha but it failed a lil. and i held mishas hand so she kinda crushed it xD i have nail marks, kinky..
later we'll do it again on both misha and julia.. And i just noticed i forgot to tell where.. uhm belly kinda (?)
*edit* the nail marks are still there, looks like a dog has nommed on meh hand or something but it's totally fine

on this holiday im going to fix a lot, friends, party, christmas, new year, outland trip, off to "göteborg" aswell and ofc start to game, yet i don't know what. since im getting a gaming computer for all my school programs :>
Yaay~ won't be so much chatting though but you'll survive just perfectly without me as you did before i started to annoy you and all..

*edit 2* Do you know how easy it is to just surrender? Im hanging inbetween if i should give up or if i should fight against as i've done for 2 years.. It's close to giving up now, a friend texted me and that brought me down. But unlike her i gotta continue to fight, for me, for her, for everyone who cares about me. And i'll start right after new year. Im going to fix 2 Psychologists. Im going to fix it all, my phobia, my depression, my confident and my self esteem..

Lots of love to you all who reads this <3